It seems easy

2 weeks have passed since the air was cleared and life has been pretty darn good. you know how when one looks back at whatever that has happened and realized that hey.. maybe everything happened for a reason. Every single event that has happened so far, major or minor, are certainly building blocks that will lead to something eventually. like how i always pray for success in my career, my love life and all. maybe the one above or the almighty is putting me through all these to make me a stronger person. to be frank, i now am thankful for whatever that has happened. i have been able to see people in a different light because no one was made the same.

very grateful for my friends, my brothers who have been there for me when things got a bit rough. friends are definitely forever. i am proud to declare that i have moved on,have you?

cheers,

andy

Not to Forget, Move on

I see light. Thanks buddy. Now life seems easier and more "natural" for me. Just when i thought i could make use of the past 5 days to forget someone, i realized that it wasn't in my nature to do so. I must move on and accept the fact that things are over. I'm actually really happy right now because i'm talking like nothing had happened and it's all good.

Thanks Buddy.

Closure : Chapter

10th july : As spoken before, promises days of change. So much happened within this day, commencement, catching up with friends who i know will stick with me through thick and thin. Brothers, Bff, Physics friends, whatever it is, they are all VERY important to me. Donning that graduation gown implies a brand new start to my life. If only Singapore's weather is not what it is, i wouldn't bear to take it off.

A special thanks for all who came, especially Rachel aka Sumei. I know it's awkward and hard for you, but yea, thanks.

Now, it is time for me to move on and forget. It's not gonna be a smooth journey ahead, that's for sure. But i am very certain nothing's gonna get in my way.

Cheers.

Just an Update

This week has been pretty good, emotions kept in check and life goes on. I'm pretty glad how i have managed to get things under control and all. However, sometimes i wished that things like blog did not really exist because it causes upset(s) at times. And sometimes when people don't really mean things and when they type it out, they only have themselves to blame for their own harshness and stupidity. To think about it, actually people do care about your life. Everything single thing that people do, visiting your blog, reading your entries, all these tell a lot about people. This time round i realised someone cares. Even after a long day at work, someone bothered to read my blog and questioned me on whatever i said. I felt bad for a second, because i said whatever i said on impulse. I am not saying it carries no truth or value, i am just saying maybe i should better evaluate situations and not "blame" people. Not everyone is like myself, people have issues and these all contribute to whoever they are.

To the someone who might be reading this: I am sorry if i stirred any unwanted emotions in you. Hope that you understand that i only said those because i had my own reasons. I know you care. I really do. Thanks. See you soon.

10/7/10

The past 2 months have been crazy. So many ups and downs, so much emotions spewed over. I think sometimes i just cannot take it anymore and things need to really stabilize and i have to take control. Looks like i have been led by my nose for quite some time, i need to change things around. Looks like 10/7/10 will be the best day. I'm saying this but i'm not sure if i will adhere to it, the one up there, please enlighten me and guide me through. Things have been be really bad these few days, with reservists taking an awful twist and stuff. But, i have learnt to be more open, this will only do me good i guess. Andy, i think you are weak and lost. Really.

Day 10 Taiwan

Day 10 of Taiwan was simple. Woke up late, had breakfast, shopped a bit with Jeremy and then headed to Taipei. Came to Derek's house and that's about it. Ok, truth is i'm tired. Bye.

An enjoyable day

Yea, today's indeed a chillax and fulfilling today. I walked in Cijin island which was a stone's throw away from the main city of Kaohsiung. The ferry was alright, pretty decent. I was still thinking if i should hire a bicycle or a scooter, since it will be faster and more convenient to have private transportation. However, i guess i needed workout of some sort so i decided to walk instead. Indeed walking is pretty fulfilling because i managed to walked to places that i didn't think hiring a scooter will bring me too.

Next, i headed to the Love river in kaohsiung but i was kinda loveless. I wasn't feeling very lonely or anything but would love to someone to be with me. That would be just perfect. Too bad she is in Singapore and just started work today. I walked down the river and quickly left that place before i got emotional. lol.

Next came Central Park. I love this place. It was so quiet, the air is so refreshing and it was cooling. I found a spot just on the bridge and laid down with my ipod playing jack johnson's playlist. I could fall asleep right there but i didn't because i didn't want to head to Lieu He night market late.

And so i left for the night market and i'm really disappointed. Food weren't fantastic and variety was little. Sad. I grabbed dinner and went back home. So now im home and don't know what to do. Might be talking to Sumes later but see how it goes, whether she's busy or not. But yea, i had a great day!